What do i explain to my tears?

To my heart which holds the fears?

Will i see him again?...

Hold him in my arms

Tell me oh fate...

At what are you playing

Causing so much pain 

The mind is going insane

The longing for him grows 

In me along with certain thoughts

Tell me oh fate...

At what are you playing

The night has lost its sleep

The dreams are gone; the eyes 

Only nightmares keep

At a distance a hope flickers

And dies out

Tell me oh fate...

At what are you playing

I wish, to him, i could fly

For without him, I will surely die

I don't know what to think 

The pain is still there

Tell me oh fate...

At what are you playing

The time just keeps getting longer

How long have i to be a bit stronger?

This night has no day

For in its light there is no way

Tell me oh fate...

At what are you playing...

Words just flow
They come from where
I don't know
Heart heavy of emotions
Eyes trying to hold back tears
Mind full of commotion
Every breath weighing me down
Trying not to sigh
Smiling to hide a frown
Answers I am trying to find
Of questions never asked
But which still haunt the mind
Of courage, of trust, of love found
Of soulmates of future
Where together we are bound
A road of recovery
The road ignored before
Of true interests, hope and self-discovery
An adventure waiting to unfold
A future full of trials n triumphs
A story that will be told....