had written it some time back just found it so thought to share....
as days pass by...
i ask my life
what have i yet to see
My life as always replies to me
Wait and watch... full of surprises it will be...
but never does it tell me
whether the surprises will be good or bad...
or will they be happy or will they be sad...
and as life passes me by...
i wonder ... is this what was in store for me...
i welcome it with open arms
and yes a little fear deep within
for when the tears start to flow
life seems to move very slow...
its seems that the time had stopped around me...
but i can see others move
busy on their way...
each and everyday
but i am still there..... wondering...
and then sometimes i wonder if i wonder a lot...
and i don't know.. its just a thought
and then a miracle....
i discover a me...
find all the colors
that i want in my life to be
and then again a shower of tears...
again the heart filled with fears...
this follows again and again....
i don't know where it started ...
i don't know when it will end....
then appears a ray of hope...
followed by thunder storms...
life is like nightmares in all its forms...
and then finally my ship reaches new shore...
i spread my wings and upward i soar
into the bright sunlight... tears no more
but then again a dark cloud some how i see
hidden in the vast skies waiting for me
in it holds tears from which i know i cannot flee
i don't want to fall
neither be in front of a wall
not knowing what to do
fear lingering within...
feeling very blue....
and then again at times i feel...
do i take life by the hand
and go where i want to......
sometime i think this is long overdue...
alone into a world all new....
i tell my life stay next to me
look at the colors ...
see how beautiful u can be....
the colors the laughters
the happily ever afters...
now my life has to decide...
whether to give me tears
or share a smile by my side...
come my life come with me...
a whole new world for us to see
everything has changed
nothing is the same...
tired am i to see u so lost...
alone i left with no one to be my guide...
and discovered the paths i had left untried....
with these tears i am tired
it has been quite a while....
now i really wish to smile ...
i really want to smile.......
