A thousand words written in ink...
Ink, expressing all the emotions...
All the emotions in the same colour...
The same colour, talking of our feelings...
Our feelings, all of them so different...
So different, various as the thoughts
The thoughts, that float through the mind
The mind, that  helps one to dream
The dream that gives hope to the heart
The heart expresses itself through the pen
The pen which writes a thousand words...

When every breath
Is reduced to a sigh
And when supposed to sleep
All you do is lie in bed with tears in each eye

They say its difficult to smile
When all you want to do is cry
I say its even more difficult to live
When every moment strengthens the urge to die

A tear rolls down
Quickly followed by another
A sharp pain
Leaves me breathless
The mind goes numb
Incapable to anything feel
The eyes blur
A thing they cannot percieve
And what remains of all this
Is just a fake smile
For the world to see
Ignorant is everyone
Of the destruction happening
Within me

They say they love me...

And still they let me cry..

They say they love me ...

And stillthe don't wipe my tears dry...

They say they love  me ...

And still they don't see the hope in me die???

They say they love me ...

And still they don't know in what my happines, my smiles lie...

They say they love me ...

And still they don't in me trust

They say they love me ...

And still they let my love gather dust

They say they love me ... 

And still they claim of giving me what i want

They say they love me  ...

And still they are unaware of the anxieties that me haunt

They say they love me ...

And still don't know why somuch i sigh

They say they love me ...

And still they don't realiseif i don't get my love 

I shall just give up and die...

Sans toi...

Le réveil sonne 

Je me tourne pour te réveiller..

Et Puis je réalise que t'es pas là...

Encore un jour qui commence sans toi...

Je prends deux tasses 

Pour me faire du thé et pour toi un chaud chocolat

Et puis je réalise 

Que t'es pas là

Encore un petit dej sans toi...

Le midi se passe

En pensant à toi

Encore un aprém' s'écoule sans toi

Puis arrive le soir

Je veux te parler mais j'ai plus forfait..

L'internet est mon seule espoir..

Encore un soir 

Je suis toute seule sans toi

Enfin c'est nuit

Je sais pas ce que tu cuis 

J'essaie de dormir seule dans le lit

Encore une nuit se déroule sans toi...

Mais dans tout ça....

Le temps passe vite..

Et je me dis que bientôt 

Je serai avec toi...

Pour toujours mon amour avec toi

What do i explain to my tears?

To my heart which holds the fears?

Will i see him again?...

Hold him in my arms

Tell me oh fate...

At what are you playing

Causing so much pain 

The mind is going insane

The longing for him grows 

In me along with certain thoughts

Tell me oh fate...

At what are you playing

The night has lost its sleep

The dreams are gone; the eyes 

Only nightmares keep

At a distance a hope flickers

And dies out

Tell me oh fate...

At what are you playing

I wish, to him, i could fly

For without him, I will surely die

I don't know what to think 

The pain is still there

Tell me oh fate...

At what are you playing

The time just keeps getting longer

How long have i to be a bit stronger?

This night has no day

For in its light there is no way

Tell me oh fate...

At what are you playing...

Words just flow
They come from where
I don't know
Heart heavy of emotions
Eyes trying to hold back tears
Mind full of commotion
Every breath weighing me down
Trying not to sigh
Smiling to hide a frown
Answers I am trying to find
Of questions never asked
But which still haunt the mind
Of courage, of trust, of love found
Of soulmates of future
Where together we are bound
A road of recovery
The road ignored before
Of true interests, hope and self-discovery
An adventure waiting to unfold
A future full of trials n triumphs
A story that will be told....