How do I describe this pain…?

This longing for you…?

The want, the desire…

The kiss, the touch…

The emotions, the feel…

The need of your words

The sweet nothings in my ears…

How do I describe this pain…?

The eyes, their tears

The smile their cheers…

Walking together

Holding hands…

The presence,

Now there is just an empty space

How do I describe this pain…?

When I see u with her

And I will have to smile

Through all my tears…

For I cannot show you

How I really feel!

How do I describe this pain…?

When I will see you

Holding her hand

Looking in her eyes…

The same way you looked in mine

With emotions that I thought

Were only there for me

How do I describe this pain…?

When I see you touch her

How do I tell myself to be fine?

You told me, it’s never too late

To tell someone how you feel

But I cannot tell you now

How I feel about you…

How do I describe this pain…?

When I have to act…

As if nothing happened

How do I explain myself?

Questions arise …

To which answers I have none…

And it hurts…

For I really don’t know

How do I describe this pain…!!!