I wonder today

As here I stand...

A bit lonely, a lot scared

In an unknown land

My thoughts fly

They love to be here

I want to reach out to someone

But I don’t know to look where!

Even in the bright light

I sense the darkness within...

I smile all times

But there’s this feeling I miss something

My heart wants to trust again

But is scared to do so

I want the child within to go free

But cannot, why I don’t know!!!

I want to talk, but I fear the words that will come

I want to say so much...

But only through ink I can express some...

Sitting here wondering

I let out a sigh.....

I am surrounded by my friends, my family

Yet so alone I find myself, I don’t know why?...