Friday, 28 May 2010
Monday, 17 May 2010
The inner noise the empty words
Heart, love, eyes, mind
Discover, feel, lost, find
Build, break, hate, kiss
Longing, need, close, miss
Morning, evening, night, day
Fears, tears, touch, faraway
Sun, moon, water, fire
Sadness, pain, want, desire
Words, thoughts, meanings, kind
Light, vision, night, blind
The wind , the sun, the waves, the sea
The loneliness, the craving, us both, but now only me
But now only me....
Sunday, 16 May 2010
For reasons it cannot disclose…
Smiles mask the tears…
For reasons it alone knows…
It tells me not….
Why the tears flow…?
It frowns a lot
The smile too, has lost its glow
The sad eyes stare
Sore and all red
Into nothingness with despair
Expressions all dead
Just a smile…
Remains on the face
It will be there awhile
And shall leave without a trace
All that shall remain …
In my heart is emptiness…
A bit of sadness again…
And a whole lot of loneliness…
A flicker of hope
Lights up but soon dies
I don’t know how my heart shall cope
In the world of deceit and lies…
I want it to smile again
For tears many it has seen
I want for it no more pain
But a love true and a beginning serene
Tuesday, 4 May 2010
The man for me
Over a small talk
I was asked by my friend
With what type of a man
Would I, my life, like to spend?
I thought for a while
And then I smiled
And as I described to him
I could feel my heart go wild
I want someone
Who knows how to smile
To make every moment together
A memory worthwhile
Someone whom I can trust
Right from the start
Someone who still guards
The child in his heart
Someone who has...
That mischievous twinkle in his eyes
His feet firm on the ground
Yet aims for the skies
Money, yes
But it matters not that much
Who without talking
Can say a thousand things with his touch
Someone who loves
The cuisine of the world
And sometimes with a book
Stay under the blankets all day curled
Someone who is not afraid
Of something new to learn
Or for little things in life
Show his concern
Someone who in little things
Finds beauty
Someone who never
Runs away from his duty
Someone who knows what a family is
And what he wants his to be
Someone who is not afraid to share
His sorrows, feeling and emotions with me
Someone who knows
How to have fun
And at the end of the day
Love to drink wine and stare at the setting sun
Someone who understands me
Without me having it, to aloud say
Someone with whom
I’d love to end and begin my every day
Someone who loves music
And to walk on wet sand
Someone who will always be there
To hold my hand
There are many more things
That I search in my man
Sometimes I think it’s impossible to find him
But I hope someday I can...
Find that someone
Who knows how to live his life
And if everything goes well, then someday
We shall be together as man and wife...
Friday, 23 April 2010
Invisible I am....
Invisible to the world
Invisible to all around
But me. for I can see myself
To what I was
To what I have become
A failure.... A success???...
Just another face in the crowd
A face amongst the thousands around me???...
Invisible to the world
Invisible to all around
But not to the person I see in the mirror
Day in day out, I see myself change
I am getting invisible day by day
In a world where I want to be someone
A face not lost in the crowd
A face welcomed with applause
But I continue to be invisible
Invisible to the world
Invisible to all around
But then again I think...
What will I do being visible?
Strive to be invisible again!!!
To get back the privacy of my life...
Or just bask in the glory of visibility
This is something that I often ask myself
And to the person I see in the mirror
Invisible to the world
Invisible to all around
Especially to those..
By whom I want to be seen
From what I was
What I really am...
To what I think...what I feel!!!
But then again
To them... Invisible I am
Invisible to the world
Invisible to all around
But does it really matter?...
Whether I am invisible or not!..
For I am visible to me
Even though just in the mirror
Thankful for I can atleast see myself...
In this world full of invisibility
From what I was...To what I have become...
Tuesday, 6 April 2010
The fathomless pain you feel,
When your heart breaks into a million pieces…
The blankness of your mind,
The endless stream of tears flowing uncontrollably…
Your indecisiveness and the dilemma of whom to follow,
In the argument between your head and your heart…
The hopelessness after realizing no matters what,
This still would‘ve happened nothing could stop it…
The helplessness of the situation,
Burdening you down …
The emptiness in your life,
The vacuum created in it…
Your aimless eyes staring,
Searching something to hold on to…
The expressionless face smiling,
Hiding the sadness of the situation you are in…
Saturday, 20 March 2010
Lost am I today…
Lost, for I can’t find you
Lost for I can’t see me in your eyes..
Lost for I can’t feel me in your arms
Lost for I can’t see me in your mind
Lost for I cannot feel myself in your heart
Lost I am today
Lost for I cannot find me
Lost for I can’t see you in me
Lost for I can’t find you in my arms
Lost for I can’t see you in my mind
Lost for I cannot feel you anymore in my heart
Lost am I
For lost are we
Lost, for in the future
We cannot, us with each other see
But still we are together
Even though we shouldn’t be
Lost we are together…
Just in different ways, you and me….
Friday, 26 February 2010
What have you done to me, my love…?
Friday, 5 February 2010
Thursday, 21 January 2010
Late in the night
Just happened to think of you…
I really don’t know why?…
Even though the memories are very very few…
The time, the moments
We spent together
I really don’t know why?...
I wish not to, but I always remember…
Where are you?
And how have you been?
I really don’t know why?...
I always wanted to talk but never knew where to begin…
Didn’t know what to say
So I just kept quite…
I really don’t know why?...
I didn’t turn back and fight…
What would I fight for?
Each moment with you was so good…
I really don’t know why?...
Our feelings, our emotions I so misunderstood ...
But with each thought of yours
My heart still misses a beat…
I really don’t know why?...
Thinking of you makes me feel …replete….